Really ! Really 100% sure.
Is just sick of those stuff.
Don't know how to express myself.
Some how some one just keep waiting for me to give answer.
Like waiting for me to make the first move.
Keep like want and don't want.
Will not give any answer any more.
Yet ... also never give me any answer.
If you want to be with ... Then go...
Won't stop you for that.
Because being with ... is better then me.
Some how you let me feel so.
Because you already said you won't pick me.
You will not know the sad-ness for reading that message.
Tears just drop infront of Esther.
At that moment ...
In my mind just THE END.
Meaning. GIVE UP...
What for waiting.
Ya ~ Say real.
Your question I almost say ...
(YES) !!! Yet I said No !!!
Is a kind of feel for saying No...
Your heart is just not with me.
Even I said Yes.
I don't think you will be back with me again.
Never-mind.
Won't regret like the past.
I will just give it a past.
Sorry to lied and not confide to you.
Being some sort stubbon too.
It really my fault for that.
Insist to meet you.
Just too bad you don't want to meet me.
Because If you meet me.
Is over yet I still mention it.
SILLY !
Will try to make this the last post for ...
Trying my best to forget ...
and replace with someone ...
So hope I didn't replace with the wrong person
And get hurt again.
Hmm...
No matter what.
Just all the best.
Takecare to you.
